salvo !!!

I guess sitting around at home and not having anything to do, drives me into these sessions of deep thought, and happened to ponder about my blog which must be feeling a little lonely and forgotten. Yes, realization dawned that i haven't really penned/typed anything on my blog for ages now.

So heres a little something to keep the blog happy (when you start thinking your blog is a living thing with thoughts and feelings :) its time for you to join me in the psychiatry ward where i'm currently locked up).

In the meantime i've made it back to India with my "Indian"ness intact, if there is such a word. Its now six months since i'm back and i don't think twice before i dig into the street fare ( be it the oil soaked vadas or the questionable pani puri being served by the road side vendor). But again, i should say, its great to be back and absolutely loving it.

Everything i took for granted earlier, i now appreciate better(details maybe in another post).

It doesnt feel like i was away in the first place. I guess it helps if you have a problem like i do, namely, a brain that cant process too much information. So it decides to focus only on where i am currently and what i am doing now, thus all my faculties are focussed on the "current" but again, it comes at a price. When i'm doing nothing, this tiny little brain tries to put it all together and make connections, lets say tying the past and the present, since i wasnt actually processing all of the past and sometimes :) disregarding the future.

Its these times when the big picture forms and yes i get into a pensive mood. And things fall in place, i guess this is what we call processing our memories. I have heard that a lot of our memories aren't exact representations of what actually happened, instead, they are a combination of what happened and what we wished had happened.. we fill in our own colors and backgrounds.. (not always though, coz if that was the case i wouldnt have had any unpleasant memories :) but again i sure have my extra large lot of them ).

Hmm but again i have a faltering memory maybe even the editing aint working properly in my production house.:)

anyways.. more on my wayward mind in the next blog.. trying to keep it short so that i keep coming back to finish my thoughts...