is there sumthin!! (Rambling of the same wandering mind)

:D this ones for the Go!!
a short one... why is my middle name missing...!!
ahhhhh..
i have one but i cannot use.. there aint no record that states it!!
so its something thats there but officially not there!!
the pradox of the existential but still not existing!!
appearances can be deceiving.. but then its justa missing blank!!
or rather the presence of a blank..
:)
does it matter... ahhhhh.. why should it..
after all its 2 am and i dont know what im doin...
should it matter...!!
or is there sumting?? :)